At least that's what I'm telling myself. Because the more you tell yourself something, the more you believe it and then after a while, it's part of your composition.
So, maybe I won't mind.
But for now, it's important to me because a person should have people in their life that they feel like they can count on. And it hurts. I'm not sure why I'm airing this here (because it's not as though they read the blog after all), and as the song says, "it's getting so you never know when things are left alone." I don't believe leaving things alone is a trait of mine. I'm pretty sure I wasn't in line when God was giving that one out, just as I wasn't in line for many other traits. The trait I was blessed with for better or for worse, is expression. And even though I'm not paid for it, fundamentally I've always been a writer-girl and the written word is my main form of expression. So, what I can't verbalize right now will be written and maybe I'll get around to saying how I feel to whom this is directed and maybe I won't.
I know many of my readers come here for a laugh, but it hasn't been one of those days. I hope you understand. I'm sure I'll put a smile on my face and get back to our usual shenanigans tomorrow. But for today, here's the song.
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